loafing experiences

My loafing experience:

For the very first time in this year, I had chance to do something like loafing. I decided to spend all my time loafing last week. I felt great the beginning and I felt very anxious, nervous, and worried after 2 hours. Because I never really have chance to have loafing experience... at least not at my house.. So I went outside, I started to walking the Golden Gate Park. And then I started to worry about what to cook for dinner for my husband... I started to overthinking...   It was so hard for me to not thinking about any thing.. for more than 15 minutes..Overall, I really like to have the loafing experience and I decided myself I need to have more time like this and train myself to put myself separate from my chaotic life style.. Thank you Larry for made me to think about myeline style and I had chance to look back.. and I think I learned something.. like opposite of "Carpe Diem." Actually, "Carpe diem" was my phrase for the life...